Fan art of O'Brien, how I imagine he looks from Winston's perspective, and my artist's statement.
1984 OLD MAN YAOI??đ I made this into a physical bookmark and stuck it on my AP Lit teacher's classroom wall next to a 1984 flyer that someone else made. I wonder if it's still there.
My choice piece is a bookmark featuring OʼBrien but from Winstonʼs point of view. There are three OʼBriens, representing each part of the book. Alongside are quotes from each part that characterize Winstonʼs perception of OʼBrien. I chose to focus on OʼBrien in this choice piece because he is my favorite character. His relationship dynamic with Winston is fascinating and I adore it. Predator-prey, Stockholm syndrome, abuser and victim, to name a few.
In the book, Winston speculates that OʼBrien is âforty-eight or fifty [years old]â (Orwell 21) and describes his face as âcoarseâ and âbrutalâ (Orwell 9). He even downright calls him âuglyâ (Orwell 155). I gave my OʼBrien some wrinkles and a blunt face structure to reflect these aspects. However, in my headcanon, heʼs somewhat of a handsome lad. So I took some creative liberties and did exactly that; Iʼd say he looks pretty good for a fifty-year-old. As mentioned in the book, inner party members wear black overalls. For the sake of creating an interesting character design, my OʼBrien has pockets on his overalls and wears an INGSOC armband. The thin, rounded frames of his glasses give him the appearance of a âcuriously civilizedâ man (Orwell 9). His hair is neatly trimmed because I interpret him as a perfectionist and a control freak.
The top panel depicts the moment Winston locks eyes with OʼBrien during the Two Minutes Hate. You can see a screen with Big Brotherʼs face off in the distance. His eyes watching over them as heʼd always have. The glow around OʼBrien emphasizes how Winston is able to pick him out among a sea of people. In the âfraction of a second when their eyes met,â the two exchange a message. Winston â oh, how delusional he is â believes that OʼBrien said to him âI am with you.â Despite never interacting with him, Winston intuited that OʼBrien is also a party dissident. Winston in Part ONE sees OʼBrien as someone he can trust completely. His deep resonation with OʼBrien never really went away. (On another note, in the book, the two actually locked eyes whilst OʼBrien was taking off his glasses. For two reasons, I did not draw this: the spacing looks weird with the pose and OʼBrien doesnʼt look like himself with his glasses off.)
The center panel depicts the scene in which OʼBrien warns Winston and Julia of their fate after joining the Brotherhood. In a matter-of-fact tone, he spoke of destruction and atrocities, âwith a faint air of persiflageâ (Orwell 155). In reference to this tone, I drew OʼBrien with a taunting, mocking smile. His pose extrudes confidence and power, holding out a glass of wine and inviting Winston to join him. How did Winston feel about this? Heʼs impressed. Very impressed. He felt a âwave of admiration, almost of worshipâ towards OʼBrien (Orwell 155). Just like that, OʼBrien won Winston over yet again. Winstonʼs infatuation with OʼBrien becomes even stronger after this interaction. Itʼs almost to the point of idolization.
The bottom panel depicts Winstonʼs point of view, strapped to the machine and looking up at OʼBrien. In Part THREE, he develops an ambivalent stance towards OʼBrien. On one hand, he sees OʼBrien as a âprotectorâ and a âfriendâ (Orwell 217). This is where the Stockholm syndrome kicks in. Winston knows that his survival is dependent on OʼBrien. He dictates when he gets fed and prevents the guards from killing him. And for that, Winston is thankful. He also recalls one time OʼBrien comforting him. Whether this is his hallucination or it actually happened, we do not know. Winston is also aware that OʼBrien is his âtormentorâ and âinquisitorâ (Orwell 217). Though Winston never blames OʼBrien for anything. His hatred is only towards the Party. Eventually, Winston comes around to believe that OʼBrien torturing him is in fact a good thing. Heʼs fixing his sanity. This is why I drew OʼBrien smiling benevolently (but in a sinister way). From Winstonʼs perspective, he thinks OʼBrien is doing the right thing. (But also I just think that OʼBrien is a sadist who secretly enjoys torturing people.)
The back side of the bookmark is pretty simplistic. It features one of my favorite quotes from the chapter: âWe shall meet in the place where there is no darknessâ (Orwell 218). Winston has been looking forward to that the entire book and, at last, he meets OʼBrien in the Ministry of Love. The black color emphasizes darkness and the golden text is a reference to the Golden Country. During his ordeal in the Ministry of Love, Winston had many dreams of meeting OʼBrien in the Golden Country. They talked of âpeaceful thingsâ (Orwell 246). Just goes to show how Winstonʼs trust in OʼBrien never went away.